Indecisive

Salam World!

Hi everyone!How are u and how's life?Im good Alhamdulillah.This morning had chance to wash my car.After almost 2months covered with thick dust and smudge today this lazy girl managed to wash Ally.With extrahelp from Ayah of course.hehe.

Please don't ask me anything that has to do with my wedding preparation.hehe.Nervous bila pk.I havent started anything pon. Maybe the fact that I'll be using the same people from my engagement i.e Aunty Sofie for the wedding and Abang Bob as the OP, make me a bit relax kot.=)

Since ill be getting married in 9 months InsyaAllah, there is one issue that I need to decide on. Ditambah-tambah lagi lately dikelilingi kawan-kawan yang dah decide untuk bertukar kerja serba sedikit menganggu my mind. Im happy for them because they have found better place with better pay. As for me I don't have the guts to think about changing my work for the time being. Not that i dont want to. Of course everyone nak ada career advancement right? Especially when you have a better offer with better benefits and exposure of course you will consider right?

That is why my today's title is indecisive. The only thing that holding me back from sending my resume is ...... my wedding. I love my current job. Its normal la kn avery place ade good and downside of it kan?The worst part of my job is the fact that I have to face the traffic jam. But everywhere in KL pon sama kan?(cuba nak sedapkan hati).hehe

But the fact that i'll be getting married in next year makes me want to consider of changing to new job. I cant be forever balik rumah pukul 10pm kan?On top of that our house will be completed in April 2013. I can't afford to travel from Kajang to Damansara everyday?Ya Allah.bila pk pasal traffic jam je dah stress.Apatah lagi nak menghadap everyday.I will vomit blood seriously.

The downside of KL yang takkan berubah is of course the traffic jam.Maybe it will change when the MRT is ready.Altho my current office is nearby to the proposed station, I cant afford to think that I still have to travel and face the traffic jam before the completion of MRT for 2 years maybe?phew....Vomit blood again.

So that is why Im really2 in confused state now. I remembered talking to my collegue when I informed her that Im willing to find new job maybe in Cyberjaya/Putrajaya because its quite near to my house after only I got married, she asked me "why wait until you got married?". I don't have the answer. Maybe because I think it will be more convenient for me to decide after I've settled down. But her reply to me really makes me want to re-consider of my decision when she said "what's the difference before or after getting married?it just the matter of time.Rezeki nak kahwin lain izan"..that's really got my attention.nailed!.

the so-called update

Salam world,

*menyapu habuk2 sesawang di blog*
*hi iza=)*
Alhamdulillah masih ingat password blog. So bygkan betapa lamanya xbukak blog ni.

As usual, for the same old lame reason. Kerja. Selain dari tu mungkin sebab dah malas nk mengupdate blog walaupon ada masa. Slalunya bukak facebook and blogs utk baca update dari orang..i sounded like a very old makcik kan?hehe..

Alhamdulillah so far this year has been really2x awesome to myself. Beberapa to-do list sudah pon tercapai. Yang paling penting *ehem*ehem* Saya sudahpon dirisik..hehe..tetiba senyum mcm kerang busuk while typing.

Insyallah kalau xde aral melintang and dimurahkan rezeki Januari will be "da month" for the engagement. Kadang-kadang macam tak percaya yang hubungan ni dah masuk 9tahun and both of us dah ready to move on to the next stage.Time really flies.

Kadang2 naik jemu bila orang asik tanya bila nak kawen sebab dah lama in relationship. As for both of us, we don't really care other's opinion so long as we know what we plan for. Bukan sebab xnak kawen lagi tp mungkin sbb ade benda yang both of us nak buat dulu. contohnya stabilkan career, stabilkan financial standing, memenuhi kehendak sendiri macam beli kereta dan rumah and the most important thing is proper planning before we start our future together. Alhamdullillah sume target tue dah dipenuhi.

Bak kata orang mungkin bila seru dah sampai kadang2 apa yang kita rancangkan tu pon dipermudahkan-Nya. Dulu mcm rasa cliche bila orang ckp mcm2 tapi bila jadi kat diri sendiri baru rasa betol. Bila kita nak mendirikan masjid satu2 perkara dipermudahkan jalannya.Amin

Btw,dah berleter mcm old makcik lagi skali. Another reason why i said this year has been good and awesome to me is because there's too many good news to myself and my family as well. You know what?Angah is counting the days before her delivery and along is expecting a baby!*woot*woot*. By next year daripada 1 bertambah 3 terus the Aani's clan.hehe

At the same time a friendly reminder to myself and all of you. For whatever we're doing,just be grateful of what we have. Never try to compare ourself with those in better position but compare yourself to the less fortunate. By doing this you'll realize how lucky and better you are. And when you are at the top never forget those at the bottom because by doing this you will always stay gratefull no matter how high you fly.

With that, Gudnite World.
(0_0)

Salam Ramadhan

To all Muslims,

Happy Fasting Month.

Semoga sama-sama kita memperbaiki diri disamping menambah baik ibadah kita.

Today. Last minute plan. Alhamdulillah me & him manage to reserve our seats for buka puasa at Shah Alam. Despite the fact that i left my office at 5 pm and only reached Shah Alam around 7pm.*tension* The journey which normally takes 30 mins was extended to 2 hours due to the Bad traffic jam.Seriously BAD! May Allah bless those people yg slalu guna LDP as their main road to office.

Its nice to chill and relax with him after a very tiring day. We didnt know that there were performances scheduled during the buka puasa time. fyi, it was obviously not the typical performances la. Firstly it was Brothers and followed by Jay Jay to close the night. That Uncle Jay Jay surely knows how to sing. hehe

For those who want to have your buka puasa with very reasonable price you can go to De Palma Shah Alam. Seriously sgt berbaloi the price and also the food espc. the desert's station. We basically tried everything. Yes. Everything.hehe. I end up went home with bloated tummy but not as big as angah la..

Tomorrow, i have one very important matter to be settled. Once confirm, then all the wedding's plan pon dh bley pk dgn tenang.hehe.Hopefully there's still unit available for both of us.Seriously i can't really think about getting married unless and untill this house hunting is done.

Waiz, Mak lang rindu kamu. Jumpa kamu esok..=)

Good Night World.

Tuntutan Kehidupan

Bukan merungut cuma meluahkan. Lebih baik bersyukur sementara Allah beri nikmat.

Alasan biasa : Kekangan waktu. Tuntutan kerja yg thp max.*kerja smpai bler pon xbis*

Aku sdh smpai thp dimana kehidupan sosial hnya berlegar ttg kerja dan rumah.

semua bnda to-do list pon seakan melambai.satu pon xtergerak lagi.

Anugerah pencuri masa terhebat jatuh kpd kerja.

Air Asia on sale.harus pergi ke destinasi yg lebih jauh bersama2 kwn2 terbaik sblum pk ntuk settle down. InsyaAllah next week nk lari kuar dari KL.bingit. bila smpai satu stage dlm hidup bkn material yg jd keutamaan tp lebih kpd spiritual.*i know i sound so old*.but dats da truth. tp tipula klu xterpk nk dptkn first C sblom end of dis year.amboi tinggi angan2.hehe

taktau knp mlm ni tergerak nk update blog.stress keja + sentimental.Better go to sleep now.

Adios World.

p/s : addicted dgn Santana (Glee) nyanyi lagu Back to Black.

quick update...:)

How did I spend my 3 weeks holiday;

KK + Tawau + Semporna + Mabul + Kapalai + Kawan Baik yg mmg Terbaik = Keindahan!

p/s : dan juga kepokaian..hehe

Time really flies. 3 weeks is like 3 days. Now back to reality..

Fyi, May is gonna be soo awesome.why?

i. My long call day. *better get my speech done asap*.

ii. New member is coming in to the famili..=); and

iii. Im goin to be 25!

my heart goes to you and your family my friend

Sesi Legal aid yang plg indah sepanjang 8 bulan chambering.

We shared our jokes, made fun of each other, took pics, went to Ayam Penyet for lunch pedas-xterkata-meleh-airmata,

i really enjoyed my legal aid today. 2 chambees from Uitm, 2 chambees from Uia, one from Uum and another one from MMU.

I really thought we had fun and yes we did.

* i dedicated this post to my newly met super-duper-nice-girl Hanis*

as we went out from Legal Aid centre and saying goodbye to each other. her phone was ringing and it was her cousin. She was informed that her father had passed way. I was standing right in front of her face, and all of sudden we were shocked by the news.

To Hanis,
tabahkn hatimu.
i've only met u for several times but i know u gonna be da kind of friend ill remember tru out my life. Be strong dear. Semoga roh ayahmu ditempatkan dikalangan penghuni syurga.Amin

*nothing is more certain than death*

27.01.2011

Hello world.

Rasanya dah lama xkeje sampai malam. But since holidays is just around the corner, what to do.have to clear files la. Today after 6, i went out for a drink with kak umi. Then go back to office to continue keje-yg-xtau-bler-nk-bis.haish.

I was thinking to clear 3 files but as one of my LA asked me to assist him to do a chronology so i decided to put aside all the files and help him. phew ..chronology can be quite challenging rupa2nya.As what was said by my LA "you should learn this la Izan.You'll develop the skill to karang2 ayat as the time goes by".hehe..thank you Mr. Tong.I did learnt a lot from you.hopefully as the time goes by,the skills also makin bertmbh baik.

I just can't wait for tomoro. My lil sis is coming home all the way from Terengganu and we'll be having our makan2 maybe at Seremban.And of course the most awaiting part is to see my Waiz!*hooorayyyy*..

Actually me,along and angah were thinking to belanja mak,ayah,adik and BIL bcoz along & angah baru dpt duit kutu *if im not mistaken*and coincidentally i got bonus for this month so alang2 join them skali for belanja the Makan2 session. Our initial plan is to bring them to some nice place in KL but since tomoro is Friday and you know sumeorang pon dah nk start cuti, so we decided to shift the plan to Seremban. lagipun Along will be going back to Kelantan on Saturday n she'll be there for almost one week. So if we were to wait for her to come back to KL 1st, by that time my lil sis is going back to Terengganu..waa...its so hard nowadays to get everyone at one time..*tetiba emo*.hehe..

We'll be staying one night at Along's place and on Saturday ayah,mak,me and ayoy will go to PD for some sweet escape.haha.poyo gler.but seriously,all of us need a break.and to stay away from KL.

Its already late. I think I need to sleep now.


Good Night World.

orang tamak selalu rugi

Hello world!

*Hi Angah*Mood Terharu*.hehe

Today work as usual.

During my 7 months of working, i never had any experience with client cancelling/terminating their files.

But today, wow.serius tamak ini Vendor.

What the hell you were thinking man?

u seriously think you can forfeit the 50K?

As usual, aper Lawyer dia dh kasi habaq sama dia pon aku xtau smpai dgn bangganya dia announce "Im in better position to terminate the SPA".

phergh...of course hamba Allah kat cnie trus menggigil but Alhamdulillah manage to pull it tru.Common Pakcik, thats why we have the SPA.ask your lawyer to check the T&C can ah?ko ingat RM50k deposit tue turun dr langit senang2 jer nk forfeit?huh.

p/s : I think I can sleep tonight.O_O

Back to writing

Hello world!

Its a bit strange to be back here after a very10x long break.

phew.i guess i have to do this.continue blogging.working world really have turn my life upside down.making me a better and stronger person.hopefully.of course anak yg semakin mls.*my bad*.hehe.and i think blogging will keep me sane from all the work loads.

i thank God for giving me another day to breath. another day to pursue my dreams.and another day to live with those people i really care and love.

2010 was...shud i say it... da Year?hurm...not really.but partly it is. i have no complaint and regret because i think for everything dat happened either good or not-so-good, i took note of it and proceed.

oh not to mention, 2010 is the year where we welcomed our 1st baby boy in Aani's family. Waiz Miqdad. the handsome name belong to the handsome baby.hehe.i think the feeling of becoming an aunty/Mak lang is sooooooooo beautiful..and till now still enjoying it!

its not my intention to write a long welcoming speech..but i just want to hightlight here, expect new entry from me darling..(as if like there is anyone reading my blog.forgive my positive energy)..(O_O)..I'm Back!

btw, Happy 2011 people!*i know i am soo late*

melompat dari KL ke Seremban

Hello world.

si lompat bintang melaporkan diri dari Seremban.heee
im at my Along's house.
sesi berjumpa si mak buyung dan anak buahku yg soon-bkl-melihat-dunia..
honestly sgt teruja bler berckp psl kelahiran baby itu.
smpa2 jer terus tgk koleksi brg2 yg along beli utk si comel yg bakal lahir.
doakan yg terbaik for my along yer n hopefully semuanya berjln dgn selamat.

baru terperasan 1 benda.
xsmpai seminggu bis blaja.guess wat?
semakin 'healthier,plumpier and fatter'!
aish...
*tensen*

i knew it!

Allah kurniakan otak ada sebabnya.
2la gunanya ko pergi blaja.
Kalau nk kantoikan diri pon buatla dengan cara yg bijak weh.

Sekian.

on my very last day as a student

16/4/10
Officially sudah tidak bergelar pelajar lagi.
jgn marahkn penulis blog nie yg excited semacam.
(emotional)
hehe

Alhamdulillah.
Asasi-degree-professional degree
klu ader member2 yg nk smbg master mmg aku tabik spring.
As for me, cukuplah.
*penat*

Penat sgt2.
especially masa LLB nie.
penat mengadap kerenah manusia yg bermuka2.
Alhamdulillah,
habis LLB merupakan satu perkara yg sumer org tunggu2kan.
InsyaAllah bln6 ni urs truly akn menapak memulakan hidup dgn mencari rezeki di Damansara..hehe
Kenapa bulan 6?
sbb urs truly ni nk jd ikan paus dulu.bila penat jd ikan paus baru aku nk keje.*aish.per nk jd*
Btw, arinie mood nk drama skit.ayat pon semacam jer.

My last day as a student sgt2 drama.
It was great atmosphere during da morning.

But.sumhow.
sumone called me Bitch.
haha.
Thanx darl.But wait!
dun call me Bitch yet!
.........................................................................................
*Alamak!xbley ckp macam nie la.ti bley kna saman*
rephrase : so btol la ko panggil aku Bitch kan?haha.
xper2.i halalkan jer.buku evidence aku 2 xderla maknanya aku nk halalkan sbb beli mahal.almaklumla aku ni dr keluarga susah.mintak maaf yer.
tp segala ilmu yg pernah aku tlg or buat keje pape dihalalkan ok.*ikhlas kot*

Honestly.
still nk panggil aku Bitch lg?


Yes.
I am so tired.
Thank god.
LLB buat aku tau which crowd of friends I should stick with.
But Alhamdulillah i survived.

Despite drama di atas, my last day was superb!
Me,cha,fred,syu,min &zizah.
(keep dat as our little secret k!)hehe
We did sumthing which sgt2 fun and later sesi berkaraoke!
gler la.
xsangka Ikram pandai nyanyi.
and to Fred!awesome gler ok u nyanyi.plzl a gi audition Malaysian Idol k pasnie.=)

Public Announcement.
Klu korang xnk jd practising lawyer or involve in legal field xyah la susah2 sambung LLB.
Trust me.
salah satu benda yg membantu utk survive LLB ialah keep urself grounded to those who you really called FRIENDS!
dun bother to be in the 'it crowd' or whatever!
Asal ader precedent and those true Friends, InsyaAllah survive la korang.

Sekian.

da best saturday ever!!!

it was like da best saturday ever!
Seriously i had blast!
Photoshoot with sheza n si buncit!
Thanx wak sudi jd photographer ktorang.hehe

akan mengupload gmbar2 kemudian..=)

photoshoot & an email from a law firm really made my day.

berhabuk sudah

Hello world!

lamer gler dh xupdate blog nie.klu la bley sapu habuk kat blog ni musti ayat mak bley diguna pakai "tebalnya habuk kat tingkap ni,klu sapu dh bley wat bedak pon".hahah..dulu kitorng adik beradik slalu dgr statement sentap mak nie bler dekat2 nk raya.sbb mls sgt cuci tingkap mak pon tensen je..

btw, byk benda yg nk diceritakan.
1 thing i can promise you my blog,by bln 5 InsyaAllah si malas ini akan kmbali aktif menulis. Sbb skang ader urusan lebey penting yg harus di utamakan demi masa depan dan cita2 yg nk dicapai.(poyo gler statement)..haha

fyi, i miss my hari-hari-muda-yg-mls-yg-bley tergolek-golek-tnpa-buat-kerja,
i miss my-family-day-kuar-jalan-jalan-mencari-makan-smbil-mengeratkan-hubungan,
i miss my-BESTGALS!!!!!
i miss my-day-with-my-MOH!
and
I MISS YOU buncit!!

hehe..
dh gler meroyan nie.
oopp!ader file cerai yg nk disettlekan..
bubye!

random rambling

hello world.
Happy 5th March!(for no reason)

As time goes by lately, rasanya mkin xsabar nk abis blaja.bler pk nk bis blaja of course persoalan yg plg penting is wat i wanna do after bis blaja.Since lately ramai yg dh pegi interview chambering n sume org pon dh makin serius mendecidekan future path mereka, i dont know why i feel soooo scared.

Yes. I really look forward to finish my LLB.I really look forward to do my chambering. And of course la i really look forward to be called to the bar. But yet i feel soo scary. Because once i start working dats mean there will be more commitment n responsibility will come. Not to mention, my personal matters pon of course akan ader perubahan. Tipulakan if i say i never think about getting engaged n getting married. Of course those are the things yg somehow eventually i need to deal with.

May i ask u people why la aku rasa mcm nie?

Hurm..maybe nie krisis nk masuk 24thn kot.aish...

btw, perasan x, bler kter suka 1 bnda 2 mkin kerap plak kan benda 2 dtg dpn mata kter?aish..saba izan..saba...skit jer lg..(",)

Holiday minus workloads

while i was doing sum editing for my next entry tetiba mcm baru terperasan ader 2 entry yg dh buat tp xpublish lg.

aish..dh tua sgt rupanya owner blog ni smpai terlupa entry yg xdipublish lg.

to cut short, My Holiday was awesome minus da workloads la of coz!hehe

dinner at Rebung for Abg Azam b4 dia blk Abu dhabi




Manusia plg baek + Kawan yg sgt best + supportive = Hani & Fatin = Me Luv!

Penangan Si Gajah & Late birthday entry

Gud morning world!!!
iam sooo damn tired today bcoz yesterday was crazy n FUN glerrrrr!! ill story dat later k in my next entry.
Btw, while i was having my sampai-ke-bulan-mimpi, mom woke me up bocz theres a fon cal waiting 4 me.
Then dgn mata yg xbukak n suara ala2 ela aku dgn confidentnya mengangkat fon.

Kat sana : Hi im miss patricia from --------.calling regarding ur chambering application.
Si mamai : yes. yes. yes.(bijak btol la len kali klu ko ngantuk pon jgn la obvious sgt)

Kat sana : r u free today?bla bla bla........
si mamai : yes,yes,yes..ha?(sbb tetiba terdengar 11.30 a.m)
Kat sana : owh if ur not free ill have to ask my boss n call u later.
si mamai : ok.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

*wtf!aku rasa mmg teruk gler.wat on earth la aku pk waktu jwb call 2.hello izan, ko yg nk cr keje patutnya ko la yg kena try dtg walaupon cume tinggl lg 2jam jer b4 interview 2..padan muka klu org 2 xcall ko blk..aishhhhhhhhhh..penangan gajah ni mmg teruk gler smpai mmg xlarat nk bangun pg.

btw, juz 2 give u an idea why i had a great time yesterday.....

me,my sis n my classmates went to pahang tgk gajah!woot woot!hehe.ill update on next entry k..

btw,blk dr phg smlm me n ayoy went to buy angah's birthday cake.cant belive angah dh 26thn.sila rasa tua k ngah.hehe.

To angah, Happy 26th birthday!if u miss abg azam dun worry bg jer ong duit poket musti ilang rindu 2..hehe..

Si Kuat Makan

kisah ini berkisar di antara perbualan si anak dan si ayah.

Mlm Semlm
Ayah : Ayah kat kedai tgh mkn roti canai, nk kirim pape x?
Anak yg comel : Hurm...nasi lemak 1 yah.
Ayah : taruk per?
Anak yg comel : telo mata.
Ayah : 2 jer?
Anak yg comel : hurm..tmbh ayam ek yah.
Ayah : 2 jer?
Anak yg comel: Ayah jap2..ayam bhgn peha tau. hehe..tima kasih yah
-end-

semasa di dlm kelas (tengahari td)
(bunyik hp vibrate)
Ayah : kat maner nie?
Anak yg comel : dlm klas. np yah?
Ayah : kata bis awal tengahari nie.
Anak yg comel : myb dlm kul2 smpai umah.
Ayah : Nk nasi beriani x?
Anak yg comel :(dlm ati = nyam nyam,tp pg td dh mkn berat..aish nk ke x ni?)bley la yah.
Ayah : nk ayam peha ker?
Anak yg comel : hehe..mcm biasa.tima kasih yah.

Scene selepas mkn...
dlm ati berkata : pasnie jgn mkn lg tau izan.kurangkn mkn especially jgnla mkn aym lg.ingat tau izan jgn mkn byk.
tetiba ader iklan kat TV...
Iklan KFC
gulp...sedapnyer!!!!!
(dlm ati pon berkata : sedap nie.sok gi umah angah nk suh angh blnja mkn KFC la)

tetiba rasa mcm nk lempang diri sendri!x?!
sudah2la mkn izan oiiiiiii!!!!
Tulun!!!

u really made my day

Here we r again. in a blink, February is here n here i am being a pathetic blogger for abondaning my blog.=(

btw, as usual hello world!
i cant believe time flies soooooo cepat sgt ok. pejam celik pejam celik 2 months 2 go b4 i finish my LLB n pejam celik pejam celik its 5 months to go b4 aku dpt ank buah sendri (woot woot) n pejam celik pejam celik angah dh xduduk serumah ngan kitorng lg..(sajer nk bg angh perasan her absence is truly missed by me)..hehe

so far 2010 has been very2 nice 2 me 2 my family n 2 my love story..*wink wink*

just to share wif u guys,
so far i am....
- trully addicted with paranormal activity(not dat im psycho)
- in the process of finishing my reading 'Time travellers wife'(i knoe im soo late, shu siap suh aku cr dvd cter nie lg)
- adjusting my self to accept da fact dat Pami has been really2 bz lately as he just started his work (trying 2 be a good girlfriend..stop whinning izan!)
-really look forward for dis mid sem break..

not to mention i missed my bestgals!!!

its weekand bebeh!!

phew..leganya bler dh smpai ke hujung minggu.

ketepikan dulu keje yg bertimbun.hurm..opinion writing ko tunggu dulu,criminal letak dlm beg dulu, civil pndai2 la korang bwk diri n cases yg nk dibaca ari ahad bru aku buat2 ingt..

2 be honest, rasanya blom ada masa rehat yg secukupnya. ditambah lg dgn badan aku yg mmg suka maen2 kejap demam kejap ok.aish..hai la bdan oii,baru nk masuk 24 thn xkan dh breakdown..

btw,minggu nie pon xdpt nk berehat sbb akan ke kluang ader majlis bertandang.hoorayy!!kali nie mmg nk mkn btol2 (sbb ari2 xpulun mkn btol2)..hehe..