Sunday, April 22, 2012

Indecisive

Salam World!

Hi everyone!How are u and how's life?Im good Alhamdulillah.This morning had chance to wash my car.After almost 2months covered with thick dust and smudge today this lazy girl managed to wash Ally.With extrahelp from Ayah of course.hehe.

Please don't ask me anything that has to do with my wedding preparation.hehe.Nervous bila pk.I havent started anything pon. Maybe the fact that I'll be using the same people from my engagement i.e Aunty Sofie for the wedding and Abang Bob as the OP, make me a bit relax kot.=)

Since ill be getting married in 9 months InsyaAllah, there is one issue that I need to decide on. Ditambah-tambah lagi lately dikelilingi kawan-kawan yang dah decide untuk bertukar kerja serba sedikit menganggu my mind. Im happy for them because they have found better place with better pay. As for me I don't have the guts to think about changing my work for the time being. Not that i dont want to. Of course everyone nak ada career advancement right? Especially when you have a better offer with better benefits and exposure of course you will consider right?

That is why my today's title is indecisive. The only thing that holding me back from sending my resume is ...... my wedding. I love my current job. Its normal la kn avery place ade good and downside of it kan?The worst part of my job is the fact that I have to face the traffic jam. But everywhere in KL pon sama kan?(cuba nak sedapkan hati).hehe

But the fact that i'll be getting married in next year makes me want to consider of changing to new job. I cant be forever balik rumah pukul 10pm kan?On top of that our house will be completed in April 2013. I can't afford to travel from Kajang to Damansara everyday?Ya Allah.bila pk pasal traffic jam je dah stress.Apatah lagi nak menghadap everyday.I will vomit blood seriously.
The downside of KL yang takkan berubah is of course the traffic jam.Maybe it will change when the MRT is ready.Altho my current office is nearby to the proposed station, I cant afford to think that I still have to travel and face the traffic jam before the completion of MRT for 2 years maybe?phew....Vomit blood again.
So that is why Im really2 in confused state now. I remembered talking to my collegue when I informed her that Im willing to find new job maybe in Cyberjaya/Putrajaya because its quite near to my house after only I got married, she asked me "why wait until you got married?". I don't have the answer. Maybe because I think it will be more convenient for me to decide after I've settled down. But her reply to me really makes me want to re-consider of my decision when she said "what's the difference before or after getting married?it just the matter of time.Rezeki nak kahwin lain izan"..that's really got my attention.nailed!.